February 2010
"because i'm all out of words."
Salsa dancing - me like. I already know who’s going to be my salsa partner. Heh heh heh. A rugby coach who knows salsa dancing. This is like an older version of High School Musical. Only we’re not in High School. Yeah anyways, I’m hungry. VERY VERY VERY hungry.
"the one that makes me crazy."
Upon hearing such news, I felt like dying right then and there. I felt like it - not that I actually did. I was thinking, why? over and over again. It was days later I realized I was sitting on the fence. Choosing who to trust. It was tearing me apart, but I think I made the right choice. As the days went by, I resorted to turning the blame onto myself. But my dear friend wouldn’t let me....
"swimming through sick lullabies."
Today is a special day. Hee-hee-hee. Oh yeah, I saw Mannan the other day. And his girlfriend. Oh hello Eyqyn! He got braces. Looked different from two years ago. Funny I barely see him anymore. Huh. Everyone is getting braces. I want braces! But I don’t think I will. Stupid teeth of mine.
"i can't see straight anymore."
YOOOOOOOOO~ Night Safari - awesome. Simply awesome. I got a piggy back ride from Sonni. I was so shocked when Jonnas suddenly lifted me up and settled me on Sonni’s back. And he actually swung eva upside down. HAHA. The look on her face was priceless. Miss Yuen couldn’t stop teasing me. Oh, teachers - they are so sacarstic.
P.S. Damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I lost my...
Very True,
ARIES - The Aggressive Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny.. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be ‘Right’. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the...
"you lied, through your teeth."
We’ve been through this a thousand times. Oh gosh. And when will this taste of blood go away?! Sometimes I wish I could die, so I could see who even bothers to go to my funeral. But then be alive again. Heh.
“you know what, she can suck her own peanuts.”
– Amalina.
"thinking about all the ways i've grown."
I am so confused right now. How can I be so stupid? I should have seen this through all along. It’s either a huge misunderstanding or a fucking lie. You know how mad I am? Well, Amalina does. “HOW I KNOW SIAL. You think i mind reader ah? Fuck sia i so mad. Then you expect me to choose between you two? You think so easy is it? I’m sure you’ve been throught it right. I love...
“in violence, we forget who we are.”
“looking for perfect, surrounded by artificial.”
"i'm a free bitch, baby."
Xiang Yun: Eh why that guy behind look like Atrisyia?
Cindy: It IS Atrisyia.
Me: Sup.
"could write a bad romance."
Today was as usual, awesome. I was enjoying my moments of being a “guy”. Yanti got scared/annoyed when I tried to hug her and ask for her number. Nyahahaha. I only had two bloody hours to memorize all of my lines. Seriously man, next time when you’re going to bail on us, at least let us know. Jerk. Even Siti hates you now. She doesn’t even want to see you again. Yo’re...
"lake to the river, midsummer i waved."
I was talking to Fauzan about my problems, and he seemed totally into it.
Fauzan: I told you that they got boobs. I don't know. Guuys nowadays are jerks. And COCKSTEAMERS. Their dicks are so itchy. The only guy I know that all the girls go after is Haziq. Hope you remember him, the afro guy. Hey I found this song. Very nice. Can cheer you up. Alamak I'm talking to the wall. And by the way, if that guy hurts you, twist his nipples until they drop out. Maybe do the same for below. Ooooh ouch. Kay bye.
I was drinking some ice cream soda, when Jadon came up to me and asked me a question.
Jadon: Excuse me, what's that?
Me: Oh, it's a drink. (OF COURSE IT'S A DRINK STUPID!) Oh oh I mean, it's ice cream soda.
Jadon: Oh, cool.
Sorry, I get really nervous around cute guys. HAHAHA.
"i belong to me."
Today was as usual - awesome. The mega rich Finland students did a hell lot of shopping. Got to taste some Indian sweets. Hah. Went inside the temple. Which was SCARY. Eva agreed with me on that. Seriously, it was giving me goosebumps all the way. We were all complaining about how hungry we were and how much we wanted to eat Chappatti. But the teacher didn;t give in. Hmph. Slept on the bus on the...
"we don't miss a thing."
Ahhhhhh I am sooooo tired. SICK AND TIRED OF CRAP. After spilling out my whole heart and writing down my love on a piece of paper, I tore it apart and fed it to the garbage. It belonged there - in the garbage. Instead, I spent three whole hours in class not paying attention and doodling all my hate, frustration and hurt. I can be really nasty, I must say so myself. But I can play nice whenever I...
9 Hardest Times of Your Life.
summerleaves:
wreckingheart:
your-miasma:
thiswearyheart:
fabricati-diem:
quotewhoreee:
onemoreliee:
1. Being questioned when you yourself do not understand.
2. Pretending to be innocent of what you know about.
3. Trying to forget something you never will.
4. Admitting you were wrong after being so insistent that you were right.
5. Debating with yourself.
6. Accepting the fact...
"this is who i want to be."
The trip to the airport was sooooo longggg. Went there with Eva - she had a nice dress. Heh. On the way there, this KFC delivery guy on a bike suddenly grinned at me. Uhh, yeah - WHAT THE HELL. Bought caramel frappe. I always check for the whip cream - it’s an essential item! Luckily the lady knows just what I want. Mmm. But the caramel could have been a smidge more. Anyways, the Finland...
"and i don't want the world to see me."
I’m beginning to miss your laugh - is that bad? You’d say the silliest things whenever I freak out. Like, “if you’re so mad, then bite your hands until they bleed.” I don’t know whether to slap you in the face or laugh hysterically at your cute little jokes. We’d compare our hands’ sizes and you’d say my hands are as small as your...
"oh, life goes on."
The Finland students have finally arrived. On of the guys look like Daniel Radcliff (as mentioned by Shaifqa) HAH! Everyone was teasing me about how I’m already attatched. Yeah, yeah I get it - no asking of numbers. Hahaha. Roosa’s really sweet. And the girls here are like GORGEOUS.
P.S. Babe, I really miss you.
"you don't want to lose it again."
Hahahaha it’s Sunday. Three more days to the performance. Hee-hee. Fas, I swear if you give me that I-hate-this-dance-so-please-cut-me-some-slack-and-get-me-out-of-here-look I will kill you. Bumped into Ameer (and his colgate teeth) the other day. And also into Ikha. Will be watching Valentine’s Day with her soon. Yay. Don’t worry, I’ll remember to bring the hilarious...
